Can't Bear Another Christmas Song

December lights are shining again Like nothing ever happened The whole world welcomes Christmas But I'm still stuck in that day Still waiting for a word from you Yesterday, you were still talking to me Then suddenly, you were gone I kept staring at my phone Waiting for a message that never came I never knew what happened Didn't even know if we were through You left my heart without an answer In the cold of December Everywhere I go The same old songs are playing Everybody's smiling But I can barely breathe I can't bear to hear Another Christmas song Please, just turn it off I can't take it anymore All those songs about love All those Christmas miracles They make my head spin around I can't even walk away I can't bear to hear Another Christmas song I don't even know If I've really lost you Christmas music in the corner store Red and green on every street Happy people on the TV There's no escaping Christmas I used to hear these songs And never think about a thing But now every single note Feels like it's tearing me apart I can't bear to hear Another Christmas song Please, somebody Make it stop Forever and I love you They don't mean a thing to me tonight The whole town keeps on celebrating While my world is standing still I can't bear to hear Another Christmas song How could I say Merry Christmas When I don't know where you are? I never hated Christmas I never hated happy people I didn't want to steal their joy I just couldn't feel my own But that December Every happy melody Was another knife inside my heart I can't bear to hear Another Christmas song I wish they'd all Just disappear I still don't know why you went silent I still don't know what went wrong My head is spinning under Christmas lights But December carries on I can't bear to hear Another Christmas song That winter, every song of joy Just sounded like goodbye The city kept on smiling The Christmas lights Never stopped shining But the words I waited for Never came And somewhere in the distance It's playing once again Another Christmas song I can't bear to hear