Tomorrow in My Head

Coffee getting cold beside my bed Morning just began, I'm miles ahead Nothing happens, still I feel the weight Making conversations with a future date Checking my phone like something might appear Turning little questions into bigger fears Everybody tells me take it slow But slowing down is something I don't know My feet are standing right here on the ground But my mind keeps running all around I'm fighting battles that haven't happened yet Losing sleep for the things I haven't met I'm living tomorrow in my head A hundred different endings before I leave my bed Running through a future that ain't even here Giving all my today to a maybe and a fear So bring me back Bring me back again I'm living tomorrow in my head 3 in the morning, ceiling looking down Everybody's sleeping in this quiet town One small thought becomes another ten I close the door then find my way back in I plan the answers before questions come Preparing for storms underneath the sun Funny how a mind can travel far While the body never leaves where you are Maybe I don't need to know it all Maybe every bridge won't have to fall Maybe I can leave tomorrow there And give this moment just a little air I'm living tomorrow in my head A hundred different endings before I leave my bed Running through a future that ain't even here Giving all my today to a maybe and a fear So bring me back Bring me back again I'm living tomorrow in my head What if nothing's waiting there to break me? What if half these worries never change me? I've spent so long preparing for the rain I almost missed the sunlight on my face I won't live tomorrow in my head I don't need the ending before the story's read I can't hold a future that ain't even here So I'm giving back tomorrow all its borrowed fear Bring me home Bring me home again Today is where my life begins